Keep in mind!

Life

 
 
Knowledge is having power over your choices..if you know about your choices then mistakes 

won't be a surprise they'll be expected..then it boils down to..when you know about your choices 

you try to make a different expectation..but that's life and no life is perfect..

expectations are expectations a win or lose situation..there's good and bad expectations..

that's why we have hope..a hope for things to go right..life is like math..no matter how smart 

Einstein was he couldnt figure that out no one knows life like God..He knows your life before you live

it!

thoughts for the mind!

Obstacles of Life!

Every obstacle in life is a chance to get stronger..no matter what that obstacle is!

Motivate yourself

Don't let your will.. your character..and personality be broken because that's who you are..and if you give that up..your giving up on yourself..life throws so much confusion at you to break your focus..concentration and ambition..in every road block there's confusion..but there's a point in living and we're all living for a reason..we just got to find what that reason is..don't be idle minded..there's a quote I like.."don't settle for less than what you deserve"and that shouldn't only be for a partner but for your goals and plans in life..motivation starts with yourself!

Past,Present and Future!

Learn from your past and move forward to the future..never walk down the same road you already walked..that's doing something you already done and repeating the same cycle..there's power in every choice and back stepping isn't learning so make every choice worth taking!

Deep truth!

Anger is the poison and trigger...to a broken human nature...awoken by a situation that maybe acknowledged by many...I say things I may regret under an angry tongue stuck with angry thoughts...a thousand words to describe an act of cursing a blessing given by God...this broke the engine to my body...it’s power and control...not what I've lost but what I've gained...motivated by pain...driven with belief...don't live for an image...this injury gave me one...that speaks through effects...seen and heard..I don't live with excuses...have no  questions for a nature without an understanding...of how it feels to wake up...and live a broken dream...anger...frustration...confusion...found ways to turn certain things into happiness..I'm a survivor...all the scars on my body speak truth with no words...scars being a signature...still goal driven...this didn't break my will...to succeed and achieve...have a strong believe with a weak faith...there's no religion without life but there's life without religion...every religion has a belief...and every life has a believer...believe comes with power...the power in money that's why we earn...the power in knowledge that's why we learn...the power in the government that's why we vote...the power in God that’s why we believe..

God made my life a living testimony...and stood for me when I couldn't stand for myself...found solo in a situation with intents...but I survived...survival is the greatest strength..."bless those that curse you "even though they cursed me to bless themselves?...someone said IF I don't forgive them I won't heal..I'm not God so forgive ppl who ruined my life doesn’t make sense...a family friend called and spoke to me about the same thing...she said to forgive is to let go and move on..that made a lil sense to me...a grudge turns to hate...this filled with a deep grudge...they changed my life while they live the same...I won't accept lower goals to suit this injury...that’s losing the battle I'm in and the determination I have!
Human Nature refers to the characteristics including ways of THINKING...FEELING..and ACTING that humans tend to have naturally!

REAL DEEP

My pain is anger and frustration not sadness or disbelief..no one can see it.. cause its silent..which I hide with money..clothes..work outs..and fake smiles..only time I have a natural smile is when I find humor in the weirdest things..what isn't funny for you is hilarious for me..RT..I live a very serious life..ppl like be happy your a live.. I been living this my 4th chance at it..I just want to be live MY life not what others think or feel I should..now I live a broken dream..cause my dream was going to be a reality..but this happened two days before..all I got are sisters..so girls are my biggest weakness..I had no reason to second guess an invite..I have a strong believe with a weak faith..God has been keeping me a live..I did a neuro evaluation and the results said it'll be difficult going back to school and re-doing that trade because of how much information I'd have to hold in my mind and this injury hit certain parts that would make it even harder to re-do..there's Many ways of making money..Trust..school was my happiness and going to put me in a good money making position then this took that away..I told them I'm not going to volunteer that's making someone else happy when I'm not which doesn't make sense..I been forgetting myself too much..sto I'm going to go and re-do that trade..I overcame everything the books and doctors said..so I won't be focused on that evaluation..~because apart from what every scan and tests say that doesn't depict my will for success..RT!~I have no hate they satisfied their pleasure and I satisfied my will to survive under God and protected by His hands!..don't be against that Kony thing if you give killers props and respect..trust..I lost some ppl and their killers get respect for what they did..if I died they would get the same..you see?killers have a low value about life..doesn't matter who you are and why..that's trying to play God because only He can take a life..He gave us the ability to make a life not take one..killers better turn atheist after because if you believe in God..He will ask how did it feel to be Me for a second?

Staying strong no matter how weak this tries to make me!

God took my breath and gave it back while waking me up..that was the start of a new life..I forgot everything before like what I studied in school which was the most important memory at that time honestly..in 4 years I almost died twice..3 times in 25 years..God keeps giving back my breath..lesson after lesson..I can't be confused from these teachings..the pain from these situations are Original..there can be 100 reasons why but there's 1 that's certain..God..Wants..Me..Alive..He keeps asking me "When are you going to learn?I'll let you live but I'll take everything else..your back to how you were born..don't change again!" that's how I felt after the coma..the only thing that was still going was my heart..I couldn't talk..couldn't breath..couldn't think..couldn't write..couldn't go to the bathroom alone but with a nurse..couldn't eat so they fed me..I had no skulls they were put in jars and kept cool in a fridge..He's still testing me and made my life a Living Testimony..He depicted it from my born..Life ain't a game..games are played..you can't play a game with reality..life is nothing but that..imagination is an escape from it..the battle really started when I went back to my faith..I feel a conscious..which I haven't felt in so long..this a blessing not a curse..I give hope to the hopeless..from my steps and how i'm still walking despite all I felt and lost because its not what I've lost but what I've gained!

Trapped in thoughts feels like life don't matter!

When I'm stuck in a thinking..trapped in a thought.. I lose my vision of life..it flies 

by while I'm still thinking..have one hand in front of your eyes and your other hand 

moving right and left behind it..the hand blocking vision is the thought..the hand 

moving is life!

"The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.”

Went to war against an army alone 
Is that strength?luck?or a blessing?
"every scar has a story"with a lesson
got 11 scars with 2 stories
pain is only a pleasure when you learn from it 
earn not money but experience
some experiences are worth a million 
just for a couple hours of teaching 
learnt the most through all my situations 
I wouldnt rewind the hands of time 
or the steps walked for anything else
this made me who I was born to be
a survivor of the known by the unknown
that's the mystery
an unknown based on your believe!

Deep words!

Welcomed the new year on some very good vibes..its what I needed to feel..the power in friendship..because I lost that feeling..this injury happened in front of friends..when I woke up from the coma that's what I kept asking myself where were my friends?I went to war against an army alone..friends were only friends at the end when God came to take me from this reality I woke up to..when friends are family..I'd die for family..I'm living proof of that..got quick reactions..go from super happy..snap your fingers..and I'm super angry..the power in mind..temper tantrums are only for kids if your an adult keep it only in your mind..when I was younger I couldn't do that I'd always punch the wall..in subway some guy had one like a kid and started pushing tables and pushed mine like a big man..that fired me but Solution stopped my reaction from getting any worse..that's family..no matter what your fams should always be there..Solution gave me that feeling back..and that's real..I got luv for all the friends that were there and no hate for the enemies that did this..every scar has a story..and I got 11 on me with 2 stories!