My mind state is of this reality that I live..I couldn't stop but accepted what happened..some learning is silent to ears..blind to eyes..but a lesson to the mind..only time will have me realize..i'm cool..calm and patient..when you been through what I have you got to believe in God..because His lessons are in silence with the most learning..my scars are from all that learning..pain and pleasure in the unknown..didn't know how far I'd end up..but I am where I am now because of that trust and belief..life is a learning lesson..not everyone's lesson is the same..but there's a learning in everything..its your choice for what and how your going to learn..these lessons were not academic but physical..mental and spiritual..the 3 points in all of us..learnt so much the answers of pain have designed my body..all these negatives are positives!

Overcame without doubts or expectations..everyday is a new page to the book of life..already written three chapters..this the fourth..filled with the most learning and goals..solid..survivor..stopped thinking 'if this didn't happen'..no if's..maybe I needed this change..going to make the best of this!

Quick thought!

It's good I can keep rain away from sunshine and bring light to a dark point..with my mentality..I don't act like this did anything..just got explanations and analogies..with a tough way of thinking..its how much you want something that will determine your ambition to achieve!

Life!

God protected me when I couldnt defend myself at birth..that was the 1st sign..at 18 and 22 He protected me again..all those signs solidified my believe and opened this reality I live in..there`s no life without God..I wouldnt still be alive if it wasn`t for His protection..I got to keep believing..its the hardest keeping sane when there`s a 100 reasons not to be tied to you!

Love

Love is like a funnel two sides meet and travel in one direction together..love isn't a one way route..road..or privilege for one side..it's a feeling not a thought..a thought of love is a day dream..you can control what and how to think..not how and what to feel..marked with scars of hate only one thing can erase them..Love!

Faith!

When I got stabbed that opened eyes of a way of thinking..living..and being..then this happened..bringing my faith back..I don't think..I felt the blessing..if it wasn't for God I wouldn't be a miracle..this got my mind..broke it into pieces and is build me back..you don't think faith you feel it..its easier to control a thought than a feeling so don't ideologize your faith!

Expectations!

Expectations open disappointments..live life with no expectations..goals are well thought out..a success is planned..happiness is what you make of it..love can't be expected..it's like life complicated!

Simple life!

I live a very simple life..anything that complicates that simplicity gets me angry..thats fire to me..one emotion I was never able to control..with this brain injury it makes it harder..i'm so calm..quiet..work out a lot..write my thoughts down..anything I want to do I do with no stress and worries as a motto!

Understanding & Reactions!

Understand and realize..everyone is not the same..so their reactions won't be either..if you have no understanding ..don't question a reaction because it's the lack of an understanding that sparked the reaction!

Self confidence isn't an ego its being realistic..everything starts with yourself from love..trust and believe..having inner strength is a backbone to your character!