Alone in the mind

Alone in the mind, in a zone with no windows or doors,
just stuck there tied up, not able to move, with the mindstate changing,
wishing life had a time clock so going back in time wont be imaginary,
life aint imaginary but things make it seem like it is,
waking up in a circle with no answers,
aint the best mentally when answers in a test are the best,
in this test guessing is the only answer,
but when guessing thats giving a chance to get wrong answers that seem right,
speaking out your insides dont seem good when its taking everything to get a connection
through like sympatico,
speaking the mind is the best because if left to hang around in your mind,
then like a filled place no more can come in or it will become too full,
when a place is too full the security throws things out for more space,
if left in then security is up to it for safety,
so dropping words like slurs hard to understand,
is the smartest thing to ones filled mind,
especially one that keeps getting filled in,
the more thoughts the more it fills,
but thinking is like blinking without effort or tries,
so letting them go is MJ at the dunking line,
going all out to make it happen,
if lifes a learning lesson,
then learning has different sections,
good or bad,
it all depends what is good or bad to one,
the question is are things going forward or backward,
if backward is better then its a done deal,
but if its not a good choice then backwards is not the thing that should be done,
going forward should be done,
but thats harder when its beyond your feet that need to move!