Some Real Ish!

Money is comfort not happiness..you can buy comfort..you can't buy happiness..happiness may comfort you and comfort may bring happiness but money doesn't..I'm comfortable..that's my happiness with no reasons to be sad..a million reasons to be angry...but my progression keeps me going..I won't let life beat me up because that's what you live..when I woke up from the coma and looked in the mirror..I was like f**k..this ain't real..I'd keep asking myself this is how your life is going to be like?*shook my head* nah and fired my determination..I couldn't hate myself n my life that's a bad combination..so I Built Myself Back..I love myself..that's what keeps me happy..myself and where love starts..you don't wanna love yourself because someone loves you..you wanna love yourself so even if your not loved your still good..hate is love and love is hate..you can hate to love or love to hate..when your hated your loved..because your in the mind of your haters..everything happens for a reason I didn't go through this for nothing so this is going to bring me somewhere..that's a Promise To Myself!

Don't envy "glamour" without envying the pain that brought it!

To me in a family everyone is equal after the parents so with every sibling there is no superior especially when the ages are close because at that point age is just a number..talking with a superior mind state means there's consequences..when the ages are close there is no consequence..consequences are done by power..and in equality there is no power..or else it wouldn't be equality..so any reaction to that case should be understood..

I lost the flow to rap but i ain't lose my sense..to take words and form a message to be understood..if i cant do what i wanted to i'll do what i can and that's to inspire others to overcome and believe..that there's a starting and an end to every problem that we face..but if you lose the ambition to overcome you never will..what inspired me is all the bad and negatives..that are fuel to my determination..because without good there is no bad and without bad there is no good..that's the balance of life..no life is perfect..but my life is accomplished no matter what I lost but what I gained..i left a signature on life 3 times..and that's something people don't achieve..cause not everybody survives the battle life gives to teach..so..I..am..learned..in what you cant go to school to learn..because life is the best school!

That day he did 3 things..expressed his anger..changed my life and got himself in trouble..I didn't break no street rules..he can only be mad that I didn't die..he did this to himself..I heard some people think the sentence was too much but any rational thinking person says it just a slap on the wrist because what he did to me is way worst than ANY jail time..people need to understand that..physically i'm good..mentally i'm not..mental problems can be hiding physicals can't..so just because you don't see a problem doesn't mean there is none!

This ruined my life no one can tell me it didnt because your not me. When something takes your ability to achieve thats taking away your chances at success and thats the problem no one sees. I don't complain I just speak what I feel and feel what I speak, turned my pain into words and art. Expressions feel like exhales I breathe out I dont want to choke in my own thoughts!

Things done with evil intentions never prosper..dont be upset at the outcome of an act but the act itself because the outcome doesnt matter when the act caused and changed  more than the outcome!

Deep thoughts!

Healing is good..no one wants to stay hurt but bad when you heal enough to realize the effects of the injury..the brain heals until it reaches a stalemate and that's where i'm at..sometimes I forget how much I've overcome until I snap myself back..God gave me what I wanted but not how I wanted it..growing up I always wanted to motivate and inspire..I didn't think through PAIN I'd find that motivation and inspiration..negatives can be positives..I turned what happened to me into an inspirational story to overcome the difficulties life throws at you..it took 2 years of writing and editing with my speech therapist..last week on Wednesday it was spoken and recorded to all the therapists in rehab..if I can't do what I wanted to I'll do what I can..In life some of the things we do to strengthen ourselves are the same things used to weaken us..depends what we called strength cause in every strength there’s a weakness and in every act there’s a fault..you reap what you sow and you sowed what you reap! I’m 26..this affected my life not years of it..people who survive live with the pain of survival..it’s not a joke..all I did was survive and progress...sometimes we get ourselves in trouble and that’s the heart of mistakes..but you got to live with it..if I made a mistake I’m living with it..if you made a mistake your living with it..life is not perfect..with no justice there’s no peace...since I woke up from the coma I had no peace in my mind..I was at war with it..that’s why I had such angry outbursts now my mind is at peace!