Sunday, April 1, 2012

Deep truth!

Anger is the poison and trigger...to a broken human nature...awoken by a situation that maybe acknowledged by many...I say things I may regret under an angry tongue stuck with angry thoughts...a thousand words to describe an act of cursing a blessing given by God...this broke the engine to my body...it’s power and control...not what I've lost but what I've gained...motivated by pain...driven with belief...don't live for an image...this injury gave me one...that speaks through effects...seen and heard..I don't live with excuses...have no  questions for a nature without an understanding...of how it feels to wake up...and live a broken dream...anger...frustration...confusion...found ways to turn certain things into happiness..I'm a survivor...all the scars on my body speak truth with no words...scars being a signature...still goal driven...this didn't break my will...to succeed and achieve...have a strong believe with a weak faith...there's no religion without life but there's life without religion...every religion has a belief...and every life has a believer...believe comes with power...the power in money that's why we earn...the power in knowledge that's why we learn...the power in the government that's why we vote...the power in God that’s why we believe..
God made my life a living testimony...and stood for me when I couldn't stand for myself...found solo in a situation with intents...but I survived...survival is the greatest strength..."bless those that curse you "even though they cursed me to bless themselves?...someone said IF I don't forgive them I won't heal..I'm not God so forgive ppl who ruined my life doesn’t make sense...a family friend called and spoke to me about the same thing...she said to forgive is to let go and move on..that made a lil sense to me...a grudge turns to hate...this filled with a deep grudge...they changed my life while they live the same...I won't accept lower goals to suit this injury...that’s losing the battle I'm in and the determination I have!
Human Nature refers to the characteristics including ways of THINKING...FEELING..and ACTING that humans tend to have naturally!