Staying strong no matter how weak this tries to make me!

God took my breath and gave it back while waking me up..that was the start of a new life..I forgot everything before like what I studied in school which was the most important memory at that time honestly..in 4 years I almost died twice..3 times in 25 years..God keeps giving back my breath..lesson after lesson..I can't be confused from these teachings..the pain from these situations are Original..there can be 100 reasons why but there's 1 that's certain..God..Wants..Me..Alive..He keeps asking me "When are you going to learn?I'll let you live but I'll take everything else..your back to how you were born..don't change again!" that's how I felt after the coma..the only thing that was still going was my heart..I couldn't talk..couldn't breath..couldn't think..couldn't write..couldn't go to the bathroom alone but with a nurse..couldn't eat so they fed me..I had no skulls they were put in jars and kept cool in a fridge..He's still testing me and made my life a Living Testimony..He depicted it from my born..Life ain't a game..games are played..you can't play a game with reality..life is nothing but that..imagination is an escape from it..the battle really started when I went back to my faith..I feel a conscious..which I haven't felt in so long..this a blessing not a curse..I give hope to the hopeless..from my steps and how i'm still walking despite all I felt and lost because its not what I've lost but what I've gained!