Trapped in thoughts feels like life don't matter!

When I'm stuck in a thinking..trapped in a thought.. I lose my vision of life..it flies 

by while I'm still thinking..have one hand in front of your eyes and your other hand 

moving right and left behind it..the hand blocking vision is the thought..the hand 

moving is life!

"The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.”

Went to war against an army alone 
Is that strength?luck?or a blessing?
"every scar has a story"with a lesson
got 11 scars with 2 stories
pain is only a pleasure when you learn from it 
earn not money but experience
some experiences are worth a million 
just for a couple hours of teaching 
learnt the most through all my situations 
I wouldnt rewind the hands of time 
or the steps walked for anything else
this made me who I was born to be
a survivor of the known by the unknown
that's the mystery
an unknown based on your believe!

Deep words!

Welcomed the new year on some very good vibes..its what I needed to feel..the power in friendship..because I lost that feeling..this injury happened in front of friends..when I woke up from the coma that's what I kept asking myself where were my friends?I went to war against an army alone..friends were only friends at the end when God came to take me from this reality I woke up to..when friends are family..I'd die for family..I'm living proof of that..got quick reactions..go from super happy..snap your fingers..and I'm super angry..the power in mind..temper tantrums are only for kids if your an adult keep it only in your mind..when I was younger I couldn't do that I'd always punch the wall..in subway some guy had one like a kid and started pushing tables and pushed mine like a big man..that fired me but Solution stopped my reaction from getting any worse..that's family..no matter what your fams should always be there..Solution gave me that feeling back..and that's real..I got luv for all the friends that were there and no hate for the enemies that did this..every scar has a story..and I got 11 on me with 2 stories!