Pain is my drive and will!

Pain is my drive and my will..this didnt stop my ambition but fueled it more..no stress and no worries is what I live by..broken into pieces..building myself back..and cant settle for less than what I was achieving before this road block..still got high goals and dreams that are tied to an identity leading to success and satisfaction..making that focus a reality!

Don't miss your moment!

My sister gave me a book to read while waiting at the hospital..if it wasn't for my battery getting low I wouldn't have read it..'Don't miss your moment' is what its called..all it took was 2pages and some words..Don't miss your moment when God is calling you back..He has love for all of us..there's no hate because hate came from sin and God never sinned..God is love..He knows your life before you live it..every step and act are words to the book our life is writing..when that day comes all He'll do is read our book and He'll know everything about us..so we can't try to lie..we all have a piece of God in us because we're made in his image..the Bible has so many stories about that..I believe I'm a living testimony..if I stay blind to God then all my survival will feed me an ego and that's a believe in myself and not Him..that believe is so real its written all over my skin..drilled into my mind..and beating with my heart everything needs to make sense to me to understand from religion..love..trust..faith..believe..hope ..goals and dreams

Getting angry is human nature..turning that anger to action is a sin..sometimes I have the most serious thoughts but everything happens for a reason and I have the realest reasons to have these thoughts!

Attraction vs Beauty!

An attraction isn't beauty and beauty isn't an attraction..beauty goes beyond an appearance but an attraction doesn't..beauty is from the inside an attraction from the outside..an attraction catches your eyes..beauty catches your heart..you can lose attraction but you cant lose beauty!

What it is!

Always re-think..I double think that feels like having two opposite thoughts for the same thing..thinking for and against myself..whatever thought has a stronger hold has a longer stay..a choice is a decision..a decision is a choice that has a result..and every result had a decision..which came from a choice..I'm my worst enemy..woke up in a bad thought and in art therapy I express what I feel and think..but today I was silent and through the discussions my words are liked that they kept looking at me for a respond but when I'm trapped in thoughts my silence is sanity..its good that through my situation I can inspire others with my serious thinking and words..behind every sun there's rain and behind every rain there's sun..I can't and won't settle for less than what I can achieve doesn't matter about my injury..it doesn't depict my life..if I give in..that's losing this battle I'm on!

Mirror!

I stare at the mirror a lot..I woke up from the coma and my first look at the mirror stopped me from looking at myself for a sec..I had no skulls..my head was bandaged..broken nose and jaw..that's like falling asleep and waking to that..eyes are the windows to your soul..I stand in front of the mirror..air phones on with music playing..thinking..and writing thoughts down..where I was to where I am now..that's the power  of God..ambitions are motivation to succeed..success is a gate to dreams..dreams are achieved by goals..goals are driven by will..your will keeps you standing!